WHHHHYYY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SOLD OOOOUTTTTTT?!?!?!?!

:<

WAAAHAAAHAHAAAAA.

 look how beautiful it is!

has just inspired me to let it all out.

i need some music.

Dose One & Sage Francis.

Imma need

BIG ASS CANVAS

lossa paints, spray paints.

Brushes.

floor cover.

stencils.

Newspaper.

Im going to finally face the pain and let it out.

& let it go.

nothing

NOTHING

NOTHING

NOTHING AT ALL IS AS GOOD AS IT WAS BEFORE.

i want my old life back, i want my old friends and my old favorite band and stupid silly problems and my "fab-u-lous-ness-ness" and my old boyfriend. no one is as good as they used to be. everyone and everything changed for the worse.

where did all the clolour and the confidence and the happiness go?

please, dear god, give me a time machine.

I love you and always will,

But I still kind of miss the old you.

"Ether" sucks balls.

YOUR BOY SIDE:
[X] you love hoodies
[X] you love jeans
[] dogs are better then cats
[X] its hilarious when people get hurt
[X] you've played with/against boys on a team
[] shopping is torture
[x] sad movies suck
[] you own an XBOX
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[x] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you own/owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[] you watch sports on TV
[] gory movies are cool
[] you go to your dad for advice
[] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[] you used to/do collect football collector cards
[X] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear
[] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[X] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[] sports are fun
[x] you talk with food in your mouth
[] you sleep at night with your socks on
[] you have fished at least once
TOTAL= 12











YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[x] you love to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[x]you go to your mom for advice
[]you consider cheer leading a sport
[]you hate wearing the color black
[] you like going to the mall
[x]you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[X]you like wearing jewelry
[] you cried watching The Notebook
[x] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[X] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[] you are/were in gymnastics
[] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[X] you smile a lot more than you should
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[] you care about what you look like
[x] you like wearing dresses when you can
[X] you wear body spray/perfume
[x] you like high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[X]you like putting makeup on others
[x] you like being the star of almost everything
[] pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL =16

REPOST THIS AS:
i have ___ boy traits and ___ girl traits

DICK!

i just found this website for FUCKIN AWESOME SHIT for your home.

& of coouurrsee darling, i have to make a list of things to buy.

SHELF

MIRROR

BATH CABINET

but really, my room is too bohemian for all that.

but i do love that frilly shit.

i have to reorder that ass face soap.

dumbass urban outfitters.

oh yeah i also need some big ass fuzzy rugs for the inside of my bathroom closet.

oh, id like chalkboard beside my toilet! lulz.

and for my room i need to get:

buddha bank

shorty tee digital canvas photo

hamburger phone

and, idk, some herbz for my window.

i want to leave my boyfriend of 4 years but im not sure if its the right thing to do i love him more than anyone could ever love another person but thats the problem im not getting that in return im extremely loyal while ive been cheated on over 2 times he can be extremely mean most of the time i do so much and recieve little i dont want it to come to this but i dont want to be wasting my time if this isnt right i know he likes another girl again and i really think i want out of this realtionship but i dont know i do know that love is more than this maybe i should just be single and not be so serious i mean im a teenager youre only young once maybe i should be having more fun maybe i should have options but then i think of everything i love about him and all weve been through but im really confused as to whether the good out weighs the bad but even if i decide its what i want to do am i strong enough to do it im so scared and confused we used to be so in love but im not so sure anymore and on top of all that i have a little crush that happens to be returning the good vibes i am smart enough to never leave someone you love for someone you like but its a little extra pressure im so confused i wish i could just know the answer like i could talk to god but i know that if you are unsure its probably not right i think that one someone is totally right for you there are no doubts you just know and im not quite sure if thats how things are for joey and i

i dont know i just love him so much

hes just not giving what he gets

and thats not right

should i tell him that im thinking about leaving?

changed it again.

mah lyt.

it's some photos taken with a holga camera using cross-processed 200 slide film i believe.

photographed by someone named Holly on a website called Picasa.